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A big part of why I
started this blog is interacting with my younger self, to understand
and process the ideas and feeling that were going in my mind at the
time, and this book played a big role in shaping who I am, although
at this age I wish I had at the time read more philosophy and more
complex literature as often as I read young adult book, but I never
regret any moment I spent on reading this book when just came out,
it’s five out of five for me, beautifully written, spectacularly
representative of the mind of a fifteen/sixteen gay boy living in a
rough violent neighborhood, perfect stream of consciousness, and
almost perfect execution, I once read that we know that a book is
good when it transports us and this book does it, at least for me
This book
transported me to a time where being different wasn’t tolerated in
all the states, people had to struggle to be who they are even within
themselves. It’s almost like Larry Kramer or Tennessee Williams
mixed in a young adult book, and it’s so cool. I really love the
spirit of the book, and the message it stands for.
Well, Aristotle is a
fifteen year old boy, he is Mexican living in a very rough
neighborhood, his brother is in prison, and his older twin sisters
are twelve years older than him, so he is so distant in age and even
physically from his siblings, and even the ones that are close to
him are distant except for his mother, and by the way I really loved
his mom, but his father is inscrutable, he is fighting his own
battles of Vietnam War inside of him. Aristotle is very reserved, he
doesn’t have any friends , he doesn’t like to hung out around
guys, and he couldn’t stay around in boy scouting, anyway he is
very deep in personality, he thinks of some deep existential things
inside of him, he has too many mysteries or secrets out there in the
universe that he feels he should demystify in order to feel a more
halcyon state of mind.
The book starts in
the beginning of summer and Aristotle is processing the summertime
sadness, I feel it whenever I finish a school year because of my
friends at college live very far away and I miss them, but for me now
it seems permanent, I just finished college so yeah I totally got
under the skin of the fifteen year old friendless Ari for whom summer
is hellish, until he meets Dante, a fifteen year old Mexican boy who
is very smart, open, and hungry for knowledge, but he is also as
lonely as Aristotle.
In Dante he finds
consolation, he shares with him all his unanswered questions, for
example why his brother is in prison, and why his dad is keeping
secrets inside, and why he has to follow rules.
Their friendship
develops in ups and downs, sometimes they’re reading to each
others, other times they are watching the starts for a telescope,
sometimes they’re saving birds, or analyzing paintings or Dante
trying to sketch Aristotle. But the most heart breaking thing for me
in the book, spoiler alert, is to see Aristotle unconsciously
fighting who he is, he keeps running away from Dante at times, and he
is afraid of becoming like him, and also it broke my heart to see
Dante trying to make him jealous.
The main theme for
me in the book is the transition from boyhood, to manhood. First of
all, Ari and Dante gradually grow up in the course of events, and
their actions change from their fifteen selves to their sixteen grown
up selves, in the beginning of the book they’re throwing shoes in
the middle of the street, and jumping around, or just talk about
their problematic questions concerning the universe, but as they grow
up, Ari became physically stronger and Dante was experimenting drugs
and kissing boys and girls to figure out what he prefers, in the
beginning of the book Ari’s mom had a rule about drinking an in the
end she places a beer in front of him knowing that he already drinks.
Moreover, what is most important, in the start Dante and Aristotle
were attached emotionally which was okay as long as they kept it
secretive, but they become very physically attracted to each others
in the end of the book, there is even this scene where they go out
from the truck naked under the rain in the desert. Second of all,
both Dante and Aristotle think that by being themselves they’re
going to disappoint their parents which creates a heavy burden for
kids to carry, for Aristole there is the shadow of his brother, he
feels obliged to behave, and be polite, and for Dante, being the only
kid, he thinks he is taking away his parents expectations of having
grandchildren.
Another theme in the
book was family solidarity. At the beginning of the book I hated
Ari’s mom, I thought she was stereotypically YA mom, but as the
story unfolds we discover how strong she was and the hardships she
has been through first with her husband going to war, and later on
with her son going to prison, I would love to say more, but I
encourage you to discover his mom on your own, but his mom is also
concerned about Ari, she can see through him, she notices the
struggle and pain inside of him, that’s a very painful event for
parents when they see their kids struggling with their own
insecurities but can’t actually save them no matter what. Family
solidarity is also presented in Ari’s Aunt Ophelia who was living
with her lifetime female lover, and it was breathtaking to read that
part in the book, the depth of the book extends to a very hard past,
Ophelia was abandoned by her family, they rejected, and no one came
to her funeral except for Ari and his family, that was so sad.
Now the most
important theme is homosexuality in the context of the eighties in
Mexico. The Author could have chosen to write about a contemporary
love story, but he chose to transport us back to a dark place the
history in the LGBTQ+ community. Mexico in the book is more than a
place, for me it represented every ideology that makes you hate
yourself, so while Aristotle was embracing Mexico and fighting his
homosexuality, Dante was trying to turn his back on Mexico, and
embrace his homosexuality. There is once scene where Dante gets
beaten up with four kids, and the strange question in the reader’s
mind is why didn’t he run away, why he stood there and let them
break his bones, for me I reckon that Benjamin wanted to show the
hazards of discriminatory cultures on minorities, he wanted to put us
face to face with the horrors homophobia cause.
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